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October Roar

by October Roar

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Dumb mmmn The image on the cover is possibly a sign of emotional turmoil, upheaval or reinvention. You can be damn sure I'll find out on the 6th..
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1.
Broken 03:26
Can we just stop the pointing fingers Tell me when will you realize I never wanted to end up strangers I just wanted to make it right Cause pushing and pulling is all that we did We were pushing up daisies to see who would win It's mostly my fault because I let it go You wanted it faster but I took it slow Broken But we feel no pain Broken But we feel no Let it bleed cause I learn from the pain Another Saturday spent with out you Another passenger by my side We can drive all night if we want to Or we can lay in my bed all night Broken But we feel no pain Broken But we feel no pain That's the way it should That's the way it should be That's the way it should That's the way it should be That's the way it should That's the way it should be That's the way it should That's the way it should be Broken But we feel no pain Broken But we feel no Feel no pain No pain No pain No pain No pain Let it bleed cause I learn from the pain
2.
Well I am desperately trying to make you go away I drown myself with the whiskey cause it helps me escape And the meds that I take they don't help me anymore I'd rather jump off a tower than deal with this what for Yeah they're moments of calloused thoughts sleeping in my head But I'm tired of bullshit so I just stay instead And there's nothing to say anymore Fuck I'm tired I've said this before Let me drown in my thoughts In a bar with some shots And the music that plays in my head And the music that plays in my head Drown in my thoughts in a hotel A notice to hell that I'll see you there Drown in my thoughts in a hotel A notice to hell that I'll see you there Your cold to me you chew me up and then you spit me out You changed your ways you put the blame on me we scream and shout We tried to mend our ways but you went your way I went mine I don't believe your words are true your heart is full of lies I gave you chances and you let me down most all the time I gave you love you gave me shit nobody's fault but mine I wore my heart right on my sleeve and yeah you cut it out You screwed me over chewed me up and then you spit me out! And there's nothing to say anymore Fuck I'm tired I've said this before Let me drown in my thoughts In a bar with some shots And the music that plays in my head And the music that plays in my head And the music that plays in my head
3.
Best Day 03:20
Do you remember December The day that I left her The day that she screwed up good cause I knew that she would You remember Remember that one day I told her I loved her then it started pouring rain I remember she told me I'll always be lonely flying with broken wings never worth a thing But I'm better Imagine the pleasure Watching her suffering It's comforting And I sing of better days This time it's not the same And I'll carry on and on and on And hold on to nothing Said you'd be better off with out me But I'd like to see you try it with out me Said you'd be better off with out me But I'd like to see you try it with out me Stand back I know Words cut Let go I'm free You'll see Ill never hold back Just keep moving on And I sing of better days This time it's not the same And I'll carry on and on and on And hold on to nothing And I sing of better days This time it's not the same And I'll carry on and on and on And hold on to nothing It's almost better with your eyes closed baby It's almost better with your eyes closed baby And I sing of better days This time it's not the same And I'll carry on and on and on And hold on to nothing And I sing of better days This time it's not the same And I'll carry on and on and on And hold on to nothing Stand back I know Words cut Let go I'm free You'll see Ill never never hold back Just keep moving on
4.
To all the lost and the misfortunate The old ones that time forgot The sick and the traumatized The immigrants and the terrorized Heart broken but never spoke a word Loud enough but always left unheard The unseen the faded The hungry, unaided For all the sorrow inside your eyes Fill the bottle with all your tears Burn all the wicked inside your eyes Let it melt with the flames inside Burn all the wicked and cut all ties Let the weight of the world go Far away so that it won't be missed Buried deep so that it won't exist The moment you let go is the moment your sorrow Will float away like an angry bird Carry on and leave the past a blur You've been there You've done that Now cross the bridge and get over it Let go of Your sorrow Let go of all your pain Don't drown in tomorrow Let go of all your fears Burn all the wicked inside your eyes Let it melt with the flames inside Burn all the wicked and cut all ties Let the weight of the world go Don't let the past define you Come back come back Don't let the hate consume you Come back come back Let go of all your sorrow Don't let the past define you Come back come back come back Let go of your sorrow Let go of all your pain Come back
5.
Lullaby 03:19
On the road Past the lights Past the nights without you here Seeing things I never knew Once again On the surface of the moon Came across an empty room Once again Find myself alone and desperate For one last kiss from you Craving for one last embrace Once again Once again Sing me A lullaby Sing me A lullaby song you sang when I was on The telephone when things went wrong Sing me A lullaby Sing me A lullaby song Sing me A lullaby Sing me A lullaby song you sang when I was on The telephone when things went wrong Sing me A lullaby Sing me A lullaby song you sang when I was on The telephone when things went wrong
6.
So pitiful and pointless It's difficult to let things go and die It's like we're back in recess Fighting for the first place in the line Is it really even worth it Become another tragedy in vein I know no one is perfect But everyone deserves a better friend I'm not okay I'm not okay Till we solve these petty little differences I'm not okay I'm falling into pieces And I don't think I'll make it out alive I'm falling into pieces And I don't think I'll make it out this time Fill the tub with gasoline Lite it up and burn it clean This time it's finally over Fill the tub with gasoline Lite it up and burn it clean This time it's finally over I'm falling into pieces And I don't think I'll make it out alive I'm falling into pieces And I don't think I'll make it out this Crazy Lonely Heartache My mistake Crazy Lonely Heartache My mistake
7.
Not Guilty 03:38
My stomach feels like butterflies are flying end to end Oh pardon me sir please excuse me I guess we should begin You see she grabbed a bottle with a smile and a glass She grabbed my hand and we both danced like Romeo did once Ever since that one short moment cherry flavored kiss How could I resist As we danced our steps grew less and less apart Couldn't feel my heart That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my cold heart melting That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my cold heart melting The look in her eyes She opened wide Her look of desire And her sweet scent lingered The blood on her lips The knife on the floor I tried to revive her But her heart stopped beating That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my cold heart melting That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my heart That's the sound of my cold heart melting Don't blame me Not Guilty Please believe me Do something I swear I Did nothing Oh please sir Have mercy I'm not guilty I'm not guilty I'm not guilty It's been years Since I've seen The sunshine Sweet Jesus Please help me I'm begging Just one chance To live life
8.
The Silence 04:19
I feel the wind is blowing in my face The sun is bright It's shining through my eyes This two wheel traffic leaves a narrow space I can't escape My fate I can't escape The silence It kills me It's deafening The silence It kills me It's deafening I hear the silence ringing in my ears My body's numb The asphalt drowns in blood My black eye sight becomes fluorescent white I fade away Into the guiding light The silence It kills me It's deafening The silence It kills me It's deafening Wake Me up Oh God Wake me Wake Me up Oh God Wake me This Silence It kills me This silence It kills me I feel my body as I start to fall into my hell I feel the burning in my chest my heart begins to FAIL The smell of sulfur suffocates my lungs now I can't breath I pray that angels lift me up up oh God I beg of you Forgive my sins I'm done with everything I thought I knew You pull me through this and I swear I'll change my sinful ways Just one more chance to live my life again a different way. This Silence It kills me This silence It kills me
9.
Black meadows on trampolines Jumping like the evergreens Butterflies caught in webs Lemon drops and lemon heads Falling off the cherry trees Diamonds cut my every breath Praying hands pray at my wake You're perfect And you know it You changed me Cause you loved me You're perfect And you know it You changed me Cause you loved me Sour milk and sour breasts Feeding off the babies breath The taste of red has got me drunk Black and blue the taste of you I cut myself on sharpened glass Just to be close to you You're perfect And you know it You changed me Cause you loved me You're perfect And you know it You changed me Cause you loved me Diamonds cut my every breath Praying hands pray at my wake You're perfect And you know it You changed me Cause you loved me You're perfect And you know it You changed me Cause you loved me You're perfect And you know it You're perfect And you know it
10.
Like a moth to the flame I'd rather burn than fade away Fight fire with fire Let me bleed these words of pain Search the world around for greatness No one that can stop me now There's blood on my lips My words cut like razor blades Pierce my lungs let the air escape There's blood on my hands Writing words of calamity Words that live deep inside of me White knuckle fist aggression Hate everything around me Like heroin You can't break me I'm wide awake Light the fuse inside my head Run away and leave me dead I see the world surround me But you alone can't stop me You alone can't break me You alone can't break me There's blood on my lips My words cut like razor blades Pierce my lungs let the air escape There's blood on my hands Writing words of calamity Words that live deep inside of me Like a moth to the flame I'd rather burn than fade away Fight fire with fire You can't break me You can't break me White knuckle fist aggression Hate everything around me Everything You can't break me You can't break me Break I open my eyes There's hate all around me I'll keep on this path And no one will break me Live up to my dreams

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released December 7, 2018

Adrian Varela (Vocals), Matthew Ruelas (Guitar), Sean Casarez (Guitar), Cristobal Cabrera (Bass)

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